Diary Entry: I Write Again


Dear diary,

It’s been 4 months…… who would’ve thought that I can stay AWOL for 4 months and not say a single word….. No, I don’t have a good reason for my absentees. I’ve just been overworked and lazy and unmotivated and distracted and uninspired and oh, all the usual reasons, for on and off. I’ve been meaning to , no, wanting to write in here for as long as I haven’t written here but every single time, I didn’t. I can’t fathom why.

It’s my last semester in LGU. I still don’t fancy Lahore but I will miss my university and most importantly it’s people, very much. I’ve made more acquaintances here, by will as well as by force (ahem, ahem) than I care to accept. My time here has been enjoyable so far. I’ve also made some people resent me although I don’t know what did I do to make them so. SIST’17 is just around the corner and between freelance writing, university classes, thesis work and different competitions, my mind feels like totally fried but still excited.I don’t know how long I can go on like this though. I’m in a great need for respite but the time never comes and my eyes keep awaiting.

There is one more event coming. NIMUN’17. Surprisingly I have made it into the team again but I’m not very much positive that I will be accompanying the final list of my university’s team ambassadors seeing that my knowledge about Politics, current affairs and all the other “important” topics is seriously lacking.

Anyway, lets see what happens. I will have to work really hard on this one if I want to make it to Islamabad.

And today, I’m just writing for the sake of writing with no purpose in mind. It’s great to be back though!

Until next time!

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