My heart is officially out of order.There is a peculiar feeling,almost like fear.I have no reason to feel fear but there is something inside,I can’t quite place.Still torn between going home and staying.I’m hoping that a visit to my aunt’s place would help me decide.I dunno how my Kenyan roommate and all the other foreigners live even 2 to 4 years without going home.I don’t know if I’d ever be able to do that.
I miss my little sister,I miss my mum,and dad and brothers . . . . .
Anyway,its extremely hot here and I’m bored again.
My heart wont stop killing me.Its like its warning me that something bad is going to happen and soon.Dunno what,but I’d rather take it seriously because,it is right most of the time.
I seriously have no idea what I came here to write,all my thoughts are gone.so I better go too.
See you very soon again,if life permits!
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