Diary entry 113

Dear diary,
Its one of those days when I don’t want to sleep but my mind is so sleepy and my eyes hurt. I hadn’t planned on writing anything here due to my current condition but since I have started writing,maybe I should write some more.
Mid terms are around the corner. In fact they are dangling like a sword on our heads. Why they feel like a sword is because like all the previous times, my preparation sucks even this time. I don’t know how I always find myself in my own mess. Well,off course I’m the one who makes all the mess for myself but I wonder when and how do I get all this time to do it. I’m deep again. The only way I see is kinda hard for me to be on. I mean, actually studying for the exams . . . . . . I already feel like . . . . . . . . . aarrrghhhhh!
Nope, my life isn’t over yet. And off course, In the end I will have to sit down and study. You know I’m already dreading that moment :-/ I don’t know whats wrong with me. Is it just me or do all students feel the same?
Ugh,all this wondering and thinking is giving me a headache.
I better go and welcome a sweet night’s sleep and give rest to my tired eyes.
More later In Sha Allah!


Diary entry 77

Dear diary,
The paper went outstanding for which I’m happy but also a little sad and worried about my friend.She came in late for exam,and it was kinda lengthy.She didn’t perform well.I’m worried about her.Its not like she isn’t intelligent.She has a brilliant mind.Much better than my rusty one.But she is being so careless.Shes wasting away her capabilities.
And it s time for some damage control.
I mean,I am lazy and care free,my other friends are too.But she takes laziness and carelessness to a whole new level.Sleeping in hostel when teachers are in class to take your mid-term exam……….Enough’s enough!
At least I’m not going to tolerate that.Not when I care about her.So its time for some action.
Anyway,I wanted to write more but I’m too sleepy to do it right now.There’s a new piece of composition that I was trying to write in the past.Its still incomplete and I will try to complete and post it today In Sha Allah.I just hope to complete it the way I wish it to be.
I have to go now,can’t force myself to stay awake anymore :-/