Diary entry 113


Dear diary,
Its one of those days when I don’t want to sleep but my mind is so sleepy and my eyes hurt. I hadn’t planned on writing anything here due to my current condition but since I have started writing,maybe I should write some more.
Mid terms are around the corner. In fact they are dangling like a sword on our heads. Why they feel like a sword is because like all the previous times, my preparation sucks even this time. I don’t know how I always find myself in my own mess. Well,off course I’m the one who makes all the mess for myself but I wonder when and how do I get all this time to do it. I’m deep again. The only way I see is kinda hard for me to be on. I mean, actually studying for the exams . . . . . . I already feel like . . . . . . . . . aarrrghhhhh!
Nope, my life isn’t over yet. And off course, In the end I will have to sit down and study. You know I’m already dreading that moment :-/ I don’t know whats wrong with me. Is it just me or do all students feel the same?
Ugh,all this wondering and thinking is giving me a headache.
I better go and welcome a sweet night’s sleep and give rest to my tired eyes.
More later In Sha Allah!

Ma’assalamah!

Diary entry 77


Dear diary,
The paper went outstanding for which I’m happy but also a little sad and worried about my friend.She came in late for exam,and it was kinda lengthy.She didn’t perform well.I’m worried about her.Its not like she isn’t intelligent.She has a brilliant mind.Much better than my rusty one.But she is being so careless.Shes wasting away her capabilities.
And it s time for some damage control.
I mean,I am lazy and care free,my other friends are too.But she takes laziness and carelessness to a whole new level.Sleeping in hostel when teachers are in class to take your mid-term exam……….Enough’s enough!
At least I’m not going to tolerate that.Not when I care about her.So its time for some action.
Anyway,I wanted to write more but I’m too sleepy to do it right now.There’s a new piece of composition that I was trying to write in the past.Its still incomplete and I will try to complete and post it today In Sha Allah.I just hope to complete it the way I wish it to be.
I have to go now,can’t force myself to stay awake anymore :-/

Chao!